Monday, August 19, 2013
Loneliness
I'm writing this so that people who have never experienced this can know what it's like. I want you to imagine that you are this person and this is your life. Compare it to what you have. Be thankful that you don't live this life, but understand that there are people in this world who have to deal with it every single day of their life. Know that those people are dealing with it today. Yes, this is very much a "first world problem", and we all have plenty to be thankful for-- you just need to understand that, for certain people, this really does happen. I hope this will encourage you to broaden your social periphery, and consider including people you normally would automatically exclude. We all need to grow beyond high school, grade school, and into adulthood. This is one step. Do you want to know why certain people are so introverted? Why some are suicidal? Do you want to help? Do you want to live in a world of peace and love? The first step is to understand.
Do you know what it's like...
To wake up every morning, check your email, and see nothing in your inbox. At other times, to sit down at your computer and get a rush of hope and excitement because you see a "(1)" or "(2)"--or maybe even a "(5)" or "(6)"--next to your "Inbox" icon. You open your inbox, and as you go down the list, every single message is an automated email subscription, mailing list, or chain mail. You just keep going down; no problem, maybe the next one is someone who cares. But you don't read any of the subject headings until you open the message in an effort to keep the hope alive that one of these messages might be a real person. While you're done reading the second to last email, you hesitate. You don't want to go back to the inbox and see what the last message is. You want to believe that it's a real person who cares. But you know from experience that it very likely is not. As long as you don't look at it, you can still believe it is. You go back to the inbox, open that email. It's not a real person. 5 minutes later you check your email again. Nothing in the inbox.
To talk to and enjoy the company of people at work, school, maybe the gym, and maybe even a bar every now and then, only to have these people never invite you to anything, never respond to your invitation, never hang out with you at any other time.
To offer carpools and rides when people need them the most, and not have anyone take you up on the offer.
To have to walk or take the bus home when you needed a ride because everyone made excuses as to why they can't take you. You're passed by thousands of cars on the way home--not a single one offers you a ride.
You volunteer, help, everyone says "thank you, thank you" "that's interesting" "haha". Then they organize a hang out right in front of your face, are very careful not to acknowledge how you can help, pretend they don't hear you when you offer specific help... You walk away as a test and say "later, good to see you guys", waving goodbye, knowing that if it was just your perception, and they really did want you to be there, they'd say something right then. They say goodbye. You walk away, uninvited.
To fight for what's right, and have nobody back you up. To do the right things, work toward making a better future for everyone, to be considerate and humble, but never receive thanks or recognition.
To spend years working to attract the opposite sex, and accomplishing it, only to be surrounded by people who still don't like you for you. You feel like a used sexual object, when you're not even that kind of person.
To be "friend-zoned" by every woman (or man) you like.
To be there for your female friends when they are down, listening to how they want to be appreciated. They never want to go out with you, they're only around when they don't have a man, and every man they're with is an abusive jerk.
To spend every day knowing that you have to treat people with love and respect because you don't want anyone to go through what you go through every day, while fighting the urge to hate the world and everyone in it for putting you through it every day. You have to give the rest of the world the benefit of the doubt--that this person might actually be just like you. And you have to continue to give that benefit of the doubt even though you may feel like it's never given to you.
To leave your school, quit a job, or move out of the state, and not have a single person contact you, wondering where you went.
To hear your phone vibrate or ring, feel that rush of excitement, "oo, who's calling?"... You pick up the phone and it's just a reminder alarm. A reminder that the only attention you get is from yourself.
Or to pick up the phone to see that it's your Mother, or a bill collector. Feeling like your mother is your only friend who loves you for who you are.
To have some of your closest friends never invite you to hang out. Because they think you're "too busy", "wouldn't have been interested" or some other lame assumptive excuse.
This is something we all go through. You want to live in a loving world? A new, awakened paradigm? Stop this now. Every one of us must individually take responsibility for the culture we live in. Every day, talk to one of these people. Don't shut people out because you don't think they're "cool". Don't let yourself make assumptions and excuses for why you're treating someone a certain way. You know you do it. We're all guilty. Do you regularly host parties? Who do you invite? Who do you not invite? And what are your excuses? What if you came to work the next morning and found out that person had committed suicide?
I know the value of being genuine. I know sometimes the struggle of, "do I invite the people I only genuinely want to spend time with, at the risk of excluding others and hurting their feelings, or do I invite even some I'm not a huge fan of, at the risk of lying to them with my actions?" The right answer to this question, I think, is to do both, at different times, and in different ways. Be social and include everyone in public, but gather with your close friends at home. The challenge is not inviting them, the challenge is the possibility that your assumption about these people was wrong. I'm sure you can think of more ways to accommodate both sides of this paradox.
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Master List of 9/11 Truth Documentaries
I've claimed to find over 20 documentaries about "9/11 truth", or how 9/11 was an inside job, so I've been collecting a list of them as I come across them, as proof of that claim. Today I count 45. Here's the list so far, with links to every video so you can see for yourself. I have not watched all of these and I don't recommend that to anyone--it would probably take a week straight to watch all of this footage back to back. However, I do recommend that everyone watch at least one. In fact, considering the work, the lives, the evidence... I think it's your duty as an american citizen to watch one.
I want to know how the number of 9/11 truth documentaries ranks against the numbers of documentaries made about other subjects. How many other subjects can claim to have had 45 documentaries made about them?
The List: (in no particular order)
**The URLs are listed on a separate line so you can just triple-click them to copy**
1. Conspiracy Theory w Jesse Ventura Episode:
2. The Conspiracy Files (one episode): 9/11
3. The Conspiracy Files (one episode): 9/11 - The Third Tower
4. 2012 - NEWEST 9/11 DOCUMENTARY - PROOF 9/11 WAS AN INSIDE JOB (short):
5. Ring of Power (9/11 truth in first section):
6. The Toronto Hearings on 9/11: Uncovering 10 Years of Deception:Preview:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RbVQvteP0rQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RbVQvteP0rQ
(tons of hours of footage from all their experts - just youtube it)
7. Farenheit 911:
8. Loose Change:
9. Loose Change, 2nd Edition:
10. 9/11 Press for Truth
11. 911 Mysteries
12. 9/11 Blueprint for Truth
13. 9/11 The Explosive Reality
14. September Clues
http://topdocumentaryfilms.com/september-clues/
15. 9/11: Explosive Evidence - Experts Speak Out
16. National Security Alert - 9/11 Pentagon Attack:
17. ZERO An Investigation Into 9/11:
18. 9/11 Truth: Hollywood Speaks Out:
19. The Truth and Lies of 9-11:
20. Painful Deceptions 2005: 9/11:
21. What On Earth Is Happening: Was 9/11 a Masonic Ritual Sacrifice?:
22. Jimmy Walter: The World Was Lied To...:
23. Hidden Secrets About 911 World Trade Centre Attack 2001:
24. 9/11 - Time For Truth:
25. 9/11 - Time For Truth 2:
26. 9/11: The Great Illusion: End Game of the Illuminati:
27. Tania Head: The 9/11 Faker
28. Core of Corruption: In The Shadows:
29. 9/11 False Flag:
30. Fabled Enemies
31. 9/11 And the British Broadcasting Conspiracy
32. The Great Conspiracy: The 9/11 News Special You Never Saw:
33. 911 The Road to Tyrrany (Alex Jones)
32. 9/11 Revisited, Were Explosives Used?
33. Aftermath: Unanswered Questions from 9/11:
35. The Ultimate Con
36. Martial Law 9/11: The Rise of the Police State (Alex Jones)
37. Everybody’s Gotta Learn Sometime
38. War and Globalization: The Truth Behind 9/11 (Lecture)
39. A New Standard of Deception
40. 9/11 Eyewitness
41. Improbable Collapse: The Demolition of Our Republic
42. The Elephant In The Room
43. The 9/11 Chronicles: Truth Rising
44. Towers of Deception: The Media Cover-Up of 9/11
45. In Their Own Words: The Untold Stories of the 9/11 Families
Saturday, May 26, 2012
What the Hell is Going on Here?
A concise, comprehensive collection of documentaries and research material for those who want the truth.
Look around you. Things don't make sense. It seems like if you ask enough questions about anything these days, nothing ever adds up. This list is my attempt to explain why, through the research and work that many others have already done. I am not an expert myself--I'm only good at explaining the big-picture high-level dynamics of this situation. So this is merely one beggar's effort to tell other beggars where he found bread. I've designed this special list of documentaries and information to fully educate a newbie who knows nothing about any of this, from the ground up, in the most concise fashion possible. Some are slightly outdated, but are kept in this list because their information is so eclectic and clearly explained. There are hundreds of documentaries (and millions of pages of text) relating to the subject, but the documentaries I've chosen here encapsulate most of that into just a few sources.
This list provides critical information for every freedom loving human being in the world. It is ultimately a matter of life and death, as it involves situations that, in history, have resulted in the slaughtering of millions of innocent people. For my fellow American citizens: if we don't wake up our country to this information very soon, the country itself may very well be gone in as little as 2-3 years, and at war with itself even sooner. But do not take my word for it. Check out the documentaries and info here and evaluate the situation for yourself. Before action can be taken, we must first disseminate the information. By the time you read this, you may be the one grain of rice needed to tip the scale and thus avoid all armed conflict and oppression entirely.
Make whatever conclusion you want from this information, but my conclusion is that there is a real conspiracy to take over the world, it is in action as we speak, doing a dangerously good job of executing it's plans, and it is a menace to the safety and freedom of everyone in the world. But even if I'm wrong (and I hope I am), it's still very important that every American know the information contained here.
Make whatever conclusion you want from this information, but my conclusion is that there is a real conspiracy to take over the world, it is in action as we speak, doing a dangerously good job of executing it's plans, and it is a menace to the safety and freedom of everyone in the world. But even if I'm wrong (and I hope I am), it's still very important that every American know the information contained here.
First, remember a few things:
- Just because you want something to be true doesn't make it true. That includes conspiracy theories. Make honest observations and evaluations for yourself.
- Terrible, unspeakable, unbelievable things have happened over and over and over again in history. Do not fall prey to the idea that it will never happen again. And consider what it will look like the next time it does happen. It is of critical importance that you take the time to sit down and really consider this.
- A claim may be incorrect, but the evidence will still leave a smoking gun. If something doesn't make sense, do not settle the issue in your mind until you figure it out.
- Do not believe anything that does not connect to anything you have seen evidence of in your life with your own two eyes. But do not discount testimonials as being anything less than a testimonial. Do your fact-checking.
- Just because something sounds stupid doesn't mean it is.
- Just because something doesn't make sense doesn't make it false. The difference between truth and fiction: fiction has to make sense. The truth about the world is the truth about the world, whether it makes sense to us or not.
- Just because something doesn't make sense doesn't make it false. The difference between truth and fiction: fiction has to make sense. The truth about the world is the truth about the world, whether it makes sense to us or not.
- Have patience. Some things are better explained in other documentaries and info sources than others.
Some (Alex Jones, especially) will sound hokey and, frankly, stupid in their presentation style. Fair warning. But it's just the presentation style. You have to fairly look at the facts and evidence objectively for yourself. Think through it. Ask questions. If something isn't properly explained, find an explanation for it. For a newbie, a lot of this stuff is not easy to understand at first, and even if you understand it, not easy to swallow. In order to find the truth, you must align yourself with and commit to nothing less than the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. Otherwise you will reject these claims simply because you don't want them to be true. I've arranged this list in an order that I hope makes that learning process easier, but we'll just have to see how it goes.
I am always open to answer questions and read comments, and I would love to make this list more rich, comprehensive, and concise. So please send me any other ideas or documentaries you find. This is intended to be a rolling, constantly updated tool for enlightening people to the dangers hiding in plain view. Let's keep it up to-date.
Please report any dead links. Also, please save copies of these documentaries if you have the ability to do so - if my conclusions are correct, it may only be a matter of time before these videos are censored.
Please report any dead links. Also, please save copies of these documentaries if you have the ability to do so - if my conclusions are correct, it may only be a matter of time before these videos are censored.
Spread this around, change it, steal the credit --I don't care. Just get this out to as many people as you can.
The list is meant to be watched in order, from top to bottom.
My "Big Three" Documentaries
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If you watch or read nothing else, watch these.
The World According to Monsanto
Related vigilant citizen report:http://vigilantcitizen.
- "Food, Inc" is a good documentary, too (available on netflix)
What in the World Are they Spraying?:
The Obama Deception (Alex Jones):
- Released in 2009, almost 4 years ago
- Note: this list is not about Obama, but the bigger picture. Obama is just an example.
The Global Bankers' Strategy For World Takeover (short videos):
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- Extremely important that you understand this thoroughly. If needed, pause the videos, think about them, and watch them several times. Talk to me about it if you have questions. Do not gloss over anything. These videos are short and clean up a lot of the mess other documentaries leave behind. So make sure you understand every detail. The particular subject of this part lies at the core of how everything in this list works.
How "it" works (The American Dream):
Economic Hitmen Animation:
The Original Interview with John Perkins by RT America:
Evidence of FEMA's Concentration Camps:
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- Also called "detention centers" and "re-education camps"
Banned-By-Congress episode of Conspiracy Theory With Jesse Ventura:
Also note the National Defense Authorization Act of 2011 (S.1867), signed into law December 31, 2011 by Barack Obama, which allows the indefinite detention of american citizens without due process, trial, evidence, or probable cause. It allows the military to snatch anyone off the street without ever having to disclose your location or status to any government agency at any point in time.
The next level of power - British and Masonic/Illuminati Control; the truth behind the founding fathers, the Constitution, and the Declaration of Independence
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Short Video: List of official laws, edicts, and other fact-checkable documents showing that the US has been debased, is legally no longer under constitutional law, and is actually a corporation owned by British/foreign entities, on paper:
- Despite this fact, remember that we are still a sovereign nation if we say so. We can cut ties and do what we want if the power is restored once again to us, the people. Don't be pushed around by ink on paper.
Documentary: Secret Mysteries of America's Beginnings, Part 1:
Also watch part 2 and 3 if you have time (they're long, so you can skip them):
- Riddles In Stone: The Secret Architecture of Washington DC: http://www.youtube.com/
- Symbols on the one dollar bill: http://video.google.com/
The "next-next level" of power - who (or what) controls the Illuminati:
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You don't have to have any particular spiritual beliefs, but you should know that "they" have very specific ones, and what those beliefs are. If you think radical Islam is bad, you ain't seen nothing yet.
Dark Secrets Inside Bohemian Grove (Alex Jones) (Don't really have to watch this one - just look up pictures on the internet of the giant owl; the video is just for documented evidence that many of our major political/industry leaders do, in fact, meet in Northern California to worship a giant owl)
vigilantcitizen.com (reading)
Important vigilant citizen article:http://
Occult Symbols in Corporate Logos:
More Sinister Corporate Logos:
How they've gotten this far, and how they maintain control:
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Articles: The Dumbing Down of Society via Biochemistry:
- also remember What In The World Are They Spraying?
Documentry: Thrive - Evidence that infinite energy sources have been discovered, but suppressed for 50+ years (when you consider Nikola Tesla, whose papers and belongings were confiscated and classified by the US government as soon as he died)
Documentary: Who Killed the Electric Car -
- Example of how they restrict technological advancement by buying up patents and just locking them away - they can't have a smart population of people that do not need "them" to survive
Proof that Science has been hijacked by the propaganda machine:
Documentary: Scientists Under Attack:
Clinical psychopathy in Wall Street:
Short Video: 9/11 Summary:
- They create a problem (or the illusion of one), and then pose as the saviors, allowing them to establish a stronger and stronger police state. Now we have the TSA, DHS, and every other government agency getting way out of control despite having no terrorist attacks.
- There are 20+ documentaries I've found on exposing the truth behind the 9/11 attacks, all with basically the same info
And now the police state is rising...
Now they just call anyone they want to disappear a "terrorist", including whistleblowers:
FBI Suspected Terrorist Flyers downloadable here:
Illegal Everything, John Stossel:
Officials who refuse to answer questions:
$9Tril Missing:
Military official basically says they don't need congressional approval, and that legality of military action only comes from international organizations (treason):
Action:
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Young girl lays out what's important: http://www.youtube.
Napolitano: http://www.
Evidence that Gaddafi was fighting against the Illuminati, but was painted as a black sheep by the media to validate erasing him. If you're wondering why not a single person at the high levels of power stand up against them, it could be because they're just not telling you. They'd rather you think that these people were evil terrorists and that nobody is really fighting back:
Reverse the effects of poisons in our food, water, and air for yourself:
Let's stop this while we can. Tune into alternative media, like Alex Jones radio show and podcast at infowars.com (or shoutcast.com, local am/fm radio, and Sirius satellite radio) to stay abreast and strong in this information war. Other god alternative media outlets include RT America (http://www.youtube.com/user/
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